Ian Curtis and Labrador

幾天前拜訪了一位父執輩的朋友，這位長輩家有一隻母Labrador是我家的大黑狗球球的母親。

長輩說這Labrador已經兩個禮拜不吃飯，嗯，我們都明白，她決定要走了吧。

相同的經驗發生在從小跟我一起長大的Canaan Dog身上，差不多開始拒絕進食兩個禮拜就走了。

不明白生物怎能逆著原始求生的本能等著死亡，就像從不明白Ian Curtis怎能打著逆向的領帶站在冰塊上，慢慢的向這個世界道別。Is it a ceremony? Or just want to make his last song "Ceremony" more legendary?

即使連站起來的力氣都沒有，狗兒還是在我們探望她的時候用最後的力氣搖尾示意。

回家後，球球一直圍繞在我身邊伊伊嗚嗚的像有很多話要跟我說，我只是摸摸他又親又抱抓著他的頭說你要每天都開開心心的好嗎?

城市的陰天

城市的陰天，從來都不會是討喜的。

聆聽的理由

如果凡事都要個理由

那我可以給我的聆聽一個理由

為了回憶時的背景音樂

總是在為記憶的每一個片段尋找適合的配樂

久而久之 如古典制約理論所說

音樂一起 回憶就起 跟隨的是無聚焦的眼神 回憶的旋渦

過去的雖已過去 還殘有緬懷的價值

The Fauns - Come Around Again

Ok Go - This too shall pass

I'm not an Ok Go fan, but the lyrics of this song is so simple but touchy, especially for my current mood. And this video is so cool, it's shot by long-take technique, though someone has busted it that it's not a really long-take video. And this song has two ofiicial versions of music video, one is the cool one above, the other one is on the following link (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EltW4w2W_Ys ). Actually I like the later version, but the embedioning function is disabled, so i just can provide the link. Anyway, the good thing of this song is the lyrics, just read it and see if it can remind you something.

You know you can't keep letting it get you down
And you can't keep dragging that dead weight around
Is it really all that much to lug around
Better run like hell when you hit the ground

When the morning comes

When the morning comes
Can't stop those kids from dancing
but why would you want to?
Especially when you are already getting good
'Cuz when your mind don't move then your knees don't bend
But don't go blaming the kids again

When the morning comes,
When the morning comes,

When the morning comes,
When the morning comes,

When the morning comes,
When the morning comes,

Let it go, This too shall pass
Let it go, This too shall pass

You know you can't keep letting it get you down,

No you can't keep letting it get you down
Oh Is it really all that much to lug around,
And you can't keep letting it get you down

When the morning comes
(Oh you can't keep letting it get you down,
No you can't keep letting it get you down)

傾覆 復傾

耳機裡的新浪潮

最後的巡迴演唱的最後一站　往往才會更加有靈感
留下了這個和絃　留下了這個節奏　留下了這次旅行的迷幻

還是不停的推倒銅像　還是撕光了牆上海報　還是一樣在叫囂著新時代
還是一樣想作個龐克　還是一樣而且保持這樣
耳機裡的新浪潮　扭捏的唱

你錯過甚麼　你錯過甚麼　我曾經醒來　我曾經睡著
我曾經也作過了許多夢　摟著你的肩膀　搖頭晃腦的歌唱

從來都不真的是嘻皮　嘻皮們也都剪了頭髮
只懷念著長髮裡頭　酒精的香　煙草的香
還是一樣想作個龐克　還是一樣而且保持這樣
耳機裡的新浪潮　扭捏的唱


當我們為推倒那些銅像感到歡欣之後

可曾想過那些銅像會輕易的再站起來?

這首歌是最適合在腦中回憶慘綠年少時的背景音樂

字字句句牽動那些已經被時間沉封的對世界的反動

曾經作過多少夢? 曾經錯過多少事?

你錯過什麼? 我可能會一輩子都在想這個問題