2012年9月17日 星期一

I might need a trip

I might need a trip. Suddenly I find mysef still in lost. I thought I have found my direction of life since I got a fabulous job, met a pretty girlfiriend. Everything seems on a right track. But now I have a strong feeling that I'm nowhere, nothing firm, and don't wanna go any whrere. I just want to stop and think, a deep, calm, thorough think. A trip might help. A trip could help me run away my current life, get rid of hat I have or say what traps me now. I just need a environment that no past, no current, but future. I really need a runaway trip.

2011年4月24日 星期日

Ian Curtis and Labrador

幾天前拜訪了一位父執輩的朋友,這位長輩家有一隻母Labrador是我家的大黑狗球球的母親。

長輩說這Labrador已經兩個禮拜不吃飯,嗯,我們都明白,她決定要走了吧。

相同的經驗發生在從小跟我一起長大的Canaan Dog身上,差不多開始拒絕進食兩個禮拜就走了。

不明白生物怎能逆著原始求生的本能等著死亡,就像從不明白Ian Curtis怎能打著逆向的領帶站在冰塊上,慢慢的向這個世界道別。Is it a ceremony? Or just want to make his last song "Ceremony" more legendary?

即使連站起來的力氣都沒有,狗兒還是在我們探望她的時候用最後的力氣搖尾示意。

回家後,球球一直圍繞在我身邊伊伊嗚嗚的像有很多話要跟我說,我只是摸摸他又親又抱抓著他的頭說你要每天都開開心心的好嗎?

2011年4月17日 星期日

Umbrella in the corner


把兩年半前出國前拍的黑白底片給洗了出來,這張照片,讓我呆了半晌。

若照片多少反映出拍攝者當時的心境,那這張確實是我當時心情的寫照。

妳在外頭的晴天,不被需要的我遺落在不起眼的角落,但每當下雨了,另我欣慰的,妳撐起的總會是我這把傘。

城市的陰天

城市的陰天,從來都不會是討喜的。

2010年10月1日 星期五

聆聽的理由

如果凡事都要個理由

那我可以給我的聆聽一個理由

為了回憶時的背景音樂

總是在為記憶的每一個片段尋找適合的配樂

久而久之 如古典制約理論所說

音樂一起 回憶就起 跟隨的是無聚焦的眼神 回憶的旋渦

過去的雖已過去 還殘有緬懷的價值

The Fauns - Come Around Again

2010年6月23日 星期三

Quick Playlist 2010/06/23

1. This Time - Johnathan Ryhs Meyers
2. Road Meets Sky - The Fauns
3. So Here We Are - Bloc Party
4. 1979 - The Smashing Pumkins
5. No Surprises - Radiohead
6. Same Lies As Yesterday - The Meeting Places
7. One With the Freaks - The Notwist
8. Soon - My Bloody Valentine
9. On Your Own - The Meeting Places
10. Where Damage isn't Already Done - The Radio Dept.
11. Little Lover's So Polite - Silversun Pickups
12. Placebo - You Don't Care About Us

The motive which makes to create this playlist is the song Road Meet Sky by The Fauns. The amazing tone of the intro guitar riff shocked me when I was listening to it the first time, so I started to collect several songs with great guitar tone. I'd like to say that I will never be tired of listen to this kind of songs, so I've played this list for dozen of times in recent days.

By the way, as to This Time by Johnathan Ryhs Meyers, it's not about the guitar tone, it's about the lyrics. Sometimes a sentence can make you have the brave to go for a challenging journey. And it really did on me. I think the slideshow before my death must be going to be very exciting, LOL.